tv maniac is here..

aku nak citer sikit la rancangan televisyen yg paling aku suke follow semenjak aku keje kat rumah ni (maksudnya menganggur)
nampak sgt dah takde keje dok rumah selain internet n tv. very not healthy ya..
don't follow this at home.

citer favourite aku adalah citer Supernatural.

aku follow sampai season 4 sekarang. tgk kat tv jela. hehe.. citer ni mmg mengarut sikit, tapi aku suke tgk brothers relationship, and mystery about their mother died burning in the middle of the night. plus, lawak2 bodoh n cute sam n dean.

second favourite aku citer ghost whisperer. citer ni pun aku layan gak.

pasal seorang wanita name die melinda gordon boleh nampak roh and die tolong roh yg kononye keliru dan masih tersekat kat bumi ni utk pergi ke arah cahaya ( don't know where?) maybe syurga la kot.

citer seterusnya adalah, citer criminal minds
citer nie ala2 fbi,ncis, cmtu la. tapi aku ske citer ni the most.

citer yg ke-4 aku follow time cuti ni adalah gossip girl
dulu aku tak amek port sgt. tapi bile dah follow, tgk best lak..
haha. biase la citer budak2 high school, tapi season kat tv 8 ni dorg dah masuk college.
ade mcm2 nilai actually dlm citer tu, friendship is obviously, yg kawan boleh jadi lawan, yg musuh boleh jadi kawan. kekasih jadi best friend, n banyak unexpected scene la. seronok bile tgk.

lagi satu citer high school yg aku follow citer citer beverly hills 90210.
citer ni pun best gak. psl a bunch of high school students yg lain2 character. tak tau cmne nak citer sbb die ade bnyk sgt watak, tapi bestla kalo follow.

citer desperate housewives mmg superb!

haha.. mmg citer yg tunjuk lumrah sifat manusia, and setern2 perkara yg kite tak sangka boleh terjadi. and klaka.

last but not least. citer chuck..love it.. citer ni sgt klaka. setiap episode aku gelak. sbb die psl sorg mamat biase yg kepala die ade intersect and terpakse masuk dunia penyiasatan dgn dua org ejen CIA.

5 stars!

mcm yg aku kate don't follow this at home

selamat hari jadi syaza

hari ni hari jadi kawan aku name die syaza nur farida. oleh kerana die pernah wat entry psl aku. so kali ni aku nak kutuk die balik. hahaha.*gelak jahat*

ermm..cmne nak start ek? aku knal syaza since f4 kat sains muar. die first intake. aku second intake.
ape persamaan kitorg, kitorg adalah anak sulung.(perlu ke mentioned?) walaupun aku tak nmpk cm anak sulung. @_@''

pada pandangan aku la, syaza ni jenis yg sgt semangat. bile die nak wat something tu die akan wat bersungguh-sungguh. pastu die jenis yg hormat org lain, dan hormat keputusan orang lain, pendengar yg baik, penasihat yg baik, orang senang tertarik la dengan die...
org yg paling aku suke borak dgn syaza la kalo kat hostel. kitorg pn slalu gak study kat prep sme2.
stay up sme2. kalo tak phm tanye sme2. pdhl aku yg slalu tanye die.

aku harap sangat persahabatan kite akan berkekalan.
dan semoga syaza nur farida dimurahkan rezeki, dipanjangkan umur, dipermudahkan urusan dunia, akhirat,
dipercepatkan jodoh.
amin.. insyaAllah..

iluvusomuch
laila

kisah dulu2..zaman persekolahan..

aku tak tau nape, tapi aku ashik teringatkan time latihan drama kat skola dulu.
drama wakil daerah and SBP zon selatan. i had so much fun.
aku teringat lagi aku gaduh dgn wing (azharuddin,wing itu name registered die)
mmg senggal giler r. childish nak mampus.

kisah die macam ni, aku jadi org2 behind the scene. Wing ni ketua prop, ye la, cikgu percayakan die sbb die
pengerusi  biro keceriaan. (kan?)
tapi yg aku begang sgt dgn die ni, die slalu turun lambat bile latihan, die kan ketua, so sume org mestila tunggu die nak tau wat ape an. kadang2 aku terconggok tgk latihan drama tak tau ape nk wat. geram!!
nak kate homework bnyk. homework aku pun ade gak. nak kate die nak trial spm aku pn nak trial gak.

tak kisahla, sbb aisha director, n classmate aku lak tu. and aisha jenis yg tau ape yg kene wat. and plus copper ade dan lain2. haha.

satu malam ni, b4 start latihan, cikgu nak tgk latihan kitorg, so tutup la langsir dewan kat pentas tu. setting2 barang, Wing tak turun lagi time tu. aku mmg dah begang giler. tapi wat dunno jela.
then tetibe sape ntah yg tanye "wing mane?"

then aku spontaneous la jwb "ntah, anyway he is not one of the team anymore" (approximately la aku ckp)

and rupenya, serentak aku ckp tu, die masuk belakang pentas. mmg cm drama la. seyes!
sumer org cm tercegang dgn kate2 aku plus he was standing there and make a face like he was saying
"u r unbelievable"
and die trus lari dari situ.
serentak tu sume ckp
"aiyo, laila!" mmg bising giler r belakang pentas time tu. dah r budak tarian sume ade kat depan pentas.
mesti dorg ingat kitorg ni gilerrr.

then terjadi la adegan kejar-mengejar. ade ke dorg suruh aku kejar mamat tu. kejadahnye aku nk g kejar.
nnt tak memasal timbul fitnah. nasib baik Nazatul ade n she helped me. sbb Nazatul satu kelas dgn Wing.

after je kejadian tu, kitorg tak pernah ckp lgsg, bile aku ade kat latihan drama die mesti takde, cm lari la drpd aku. Aku malas nk amek port sgt so aku acted cool je la. aku rase aku dah mintak maaf dah kat die, tapi die cm layan tak layan. insyaAllah die tak dendam dgn aku. hahaha...

sory yer wing...

story books make me alive..

aku bru je habis bce buku breaking dawn. walaupun skrg ni tgh hot citer eclipse.

aku dah bce eclipse tapi dah lupe dah jln citer die sbb aku aku bce tige thn yg lalu.
aku bce after PMR.itu pun pinjam kawan.
skrg ni aku nk hbskan bce midnight sun.
actually, aku download jep. so midnight sun yg aku bce tu is only a draft. tak siap pun lagi.
and disbbkan dah tersebar draft ni kat internet stephenie meyer put on hold the book. anda boleh bce

di sini

lagipun aku tak sure if midnight sun  ni dah dijual or not. rasenya belum.
ade jugak review aku bce maybe stephenie meyer akan tulis side view of edward tapi die tukar jalan citer sikit. Bella akan jadi vampire dalam buku tu. kesahihannya Wallahualam..
hehehe..












after habis due2 buku ni. aku nak start bace buku shiver by maggie stiefvater.
nak try bce jep. huhu.. best ke tak idk..

ok2 review breaking dawn pada aku..

bg aku jalan citernya agak boring after Bella dah jadi vampire.
mmg ade setern scene yg aku suke, aku lebih suke siri2 yg sebelumnya.
maybe sbb aku aku dah tau jln citer die kot, sbb tu aku rase tak best sgt.

tapi ending die aku suke...

nasihat aku sape yg tak bce lagi, please jgn bce spoiler atau dgr kwn citer nnt dah tak best..

watak vampire dalam Twilight yg paling aku minat

aku paling minat watak dalam citer ni watak edward..

cewah!

tak la actually aku minat watak Rosalie.

kenape?

kerana die sangat cantik walaupun die cm impolite

dan kasar,

bcoz she had her own reason to

be that way.

sejarah Rosalie ni aku citer sikit la, sape yg tak

minat

boleh la tekan butang x di

sebelah kanan tu

wink2..

die ni lahir time 1915 iaitu 95 tahun dulu almost a century.

die lahir in the middle class

family.

die ni digambarkan as the most beautiful women time tu.

and die ni jenis yg tak pernah langsung jeles dgn sape2

sbb for her she had everything a women ever wanted.

die sgt cntik, tunang dgn org paling kaya time tu iaitu Royce. Anak kepada pemilik bank ayah die bekerja.

but, one day die visited her best friend and first time

in her entire life she was jealous with someone.

Bru die sedar ape yg die ade selama ni bukan ape yg die nak.

bile die tgk kwn die tu, tak kaya pun, tak cantik pun but living with love with her husband and rising a children

and she knew what she want. A simple family with a baby.

sweet kan?

then bile die nak balik ke rumah after v

isited her friend, time tu

dah lewat malam

then die terserempak dgn beberapa org lelaki yang mabuk.

rupanya Royce pun ade skali kat situ.

Royce ni pun perkenalkan la his beautiful fiancee to his friends.

and end up beating her and raping her.

die dibiarkan mati kesejukan kat dalam salji.

she wished she had

died.

tapi time tu carlisle dtg and turn her into a vampire.

hidup die sgt

tragic.

die jeles dgn Bella sbb Bella ade choice tapi she is making the wrong one.

ok2..dah habis sejarah..ngantuk2..

haha..

bile aku tau twilight nak kuar wyg

aku excited gylerr sbb nk tgk sape yg jadi Rosalie. second baru aku

nak tau sape edward.

tapi i'm kinda kecewa coz she is nothing

in my visison. not at all.

bukan nak ckp nikki reed tak cantik

its just cam pengarah tak amek pot la btol2 psl Rosalie.

ceh!

emo...

rosalie hale

she in twilight, not bad, but not great..

                                                                  better than in twilight

in new moon. beautiful. tapi dialog die sgt la sedikit. love her hair more in new moon

in eclipse.

aku ade tgk kat you tube.scene eclipse where Bella talks to Rosalie.

she is way more beautiful,sampai aku ingat dah tukar org. se

arch la dlm you tube

"rosalie advice Bella"

antara gambaran Rosalie yg dibuat oleh orang

perbezaan medical check up di hospital swasta and hospital kerajaan

aku bru je wat medical check up dekat2 dgn rumah aku selepas round2 di situ dan mendapat harga yg boleh dirunding dgn doktor di situ.. okla harga die walaupun beberapa kali aku bagaikan tercekik tulang di ruang tengkukku melihat harga bayarannya.

tak kisahlah kan.bende dah lepas dah pn. rezeki klinik Asniza tu hari ni, sbbnyer dah 2-3 kali aku round2 kat bukit beruntung tu barulah mak aku setuju nak wat kat situ.

Oleh kerana time aku form 4 aku pernah wat medical check up gak utk masuk SBP kat hospital kerajaan, kali ni lak aku dapat peluang utk kat kat klinik swasta jadi aku nak wat post perbandingan antara swasta dgn kerajaan.
harap tak de sape la yg band aku punyer blog lepas bce. hehehe..

fisrt skali perbezaan die
kuantiti manusia kat dalam klinik tu. kalo kerajaan, masyaAllah.. ramainya orang.. sesak.. dah la tak de aircond..opss..hehe..terlebih lak kutuk..huhu..tapi ade gak yg ade air cond.
kat swasta, org tak ramai. dok cm raja pun boleh di sofa yg empuk.(melebih lak)

kedua, receptionist yg sangat sopan santun dan tidak garang.
tanye je la ape2 kat receptionist die,and dorang sanggup ulang alik dari meja tempat keje ke doktor semata2 utk layan soalan kite. Tapi janganla korang tanye soalan bodoh seperti," petang ni doktor makan ape ye?"
mentang-mentangla cite2 korg nak jadi doktor.itu mmg la.. cm mak aku tanye btol2 harga medical check up tu..sampai orang tu kene bape kali ntah ulang alik utk tanye doktor.
kalo kat kerajaan tu, dah la penat beratur berasak2 dgn org, then nurse yg sambut tu pn sikit tak senyum.
then kalo kite tak tau tu boleh lak biarkan kite tercengang-cegang pikir sendiri. mmg panas btol aku..

ketiga, masa menunggu yg tak sampai 3 minit. nak bce majalah yg disediakan pn tak sempat. haha. mmg efficient.  kalo kat kerajaan, mmg menguji kesabaran aku yg sememangnya tipis. x-ray je dr kol 2 sampai 4 ptg nk kene tunggu. tapi mmg tak boleh salahkan dorag gak, sbb org yg keje kat situ sorg je, tapi pesakitnya 100 org sejam.. mmg penat aku boleh bygkan..

keempat, doktor yg lemah lembut, dan sanggu keluar dr bilik utk terangkan ape2 yg kite tak phm.
cam situasi aku. mak aku mmg btol2 nk tau harga medical check up yg aku bakal nk wat. sampai doktor tu sendiri yg keluar bg penerangan. bygkan doktor pemilik kepada klinik tu. name die Dr. Asniza. manis je.. huhu.. and doktor tu sangat gentle la, amek darah sumer.. haha..nampak sgt aku batak g hospital swasta.

perbezaan last skali, adalah byrn yg dikenakan.
mmg semua manis kan, time nk byr tu pn manis gak.. hak hak hak...
mak aku spend about Rm148 overall. cian jugak kat mak aku. gara2 aku dah burn duit die, kalo tak dah boleh beli mee goreng 50 bungkus utk lima puluh hari.
kerajaan lak mungkin murah sikit, ataupun free of charge tapi, layanan takde, mase menunggu terbuang.

bile pikir2 balik, cmtu jugak la hidup kite.
kalo kite nk bende yg baik,menyenangkan, kite mesti kene 'byr lebih',
kalo tak, hidup ni akan jadi cm hospital kerajaan..hehe.. cm scary je bunyi die.

precious him..

I looked at him one more time. Its so hard to look away. Every time I looked a him, there will be some kind of feelings in my heart. I was not sure what to call it. Love?

I sighed. I know he never noticed I always looked at him. It was a good thing. I would be embarrassed till death if he knew I was sneaking him. I focused my mind on my biology book. It was hard to concentrate but I tried.

"Osmosis is the movement of water molecule from hypertonic solution to hypotonic solution"

I read the statement out loud trying to focused.

He looked at me. I noticed that. I stop reading. I looked at him too.

He was smiling. I smiled back. My heart was jumping actively. I couldn't control it. It was involuntary action.

I knew today was an important day for him. Many of my friends already wished the magic words. I haven't wished him yet. I too was shy to talk to him. Anyway, I already bought him a cake. I hope he would love it. I don't know what was his favorite. I bought chocolate cake. It was my favorite. I was waiting for the right moment to surprise him. I took a deep breath.

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim, i whispered.

He was tired. I could see it from his face. He is tall, his skin is dark,he has thick black hair and my favorite part is the way he stand showed so much confident in him. It took me a couple of minutes to gain the courage to talk to him. This was not the first time, but I don't know why it was so hard for me to just talk to him.

I walk to him. It felt like ages. It felt like this was the longest walk I had ever did.

My heart pumped furiously, my eyes seemed blurred, and I could feel my hands shivering.

I can't believe I was already standing in front of him. I froze. I can't remembered my script.

He waited patiently in front of me. Although I knew he had so much work to be finished. Owh.. I love him. Yes! I admitted now. He is like no other. No other man could ever replace him.

"Happy Fathers' day"

At last, I spilted the words out.

He smiled, like a sunshine shone this whole wide world.

lagi bape hari nak tinggalkan rumah

assalamualaikum..

saya tau walaupun tajuknya agak klise, sbb org len sumer dah g study n tinggalkan rumah.

saya je yg terhegeh2 bru nk kuar dr rumah..

ape pun harap dapat buat yg terbaik (dalam ape?)

medical check up tak wt lagi.

takpe2..

harap Allah permudahkan la segalanya.

insyaAllah..

Ya Allah moga2, aku dan rakan2ku dapat berbakti kpd kedua ibu bapa,

agama, bangsa dan negara satu hari nanti.

amin..

vampire diaries

actually bukan nak citer psl citer ni..

tapi still aku minat citer ni..haha..

aku rase lagi best drpd Twilight.sory ek twilight fans.. =P

aku actually tertarik dgn soundtrack die

dinyanyikan oleh Jason Walker, tajuknya ''down''

search di you tube ek..seyes best!

a postman droped love letter infront of my house

It was a beautiful morning. The birds chirped happily in the sky. The sky was dotted with white puff clouds hanging in the air. The sun had shown itself but still the air is cool. I was smiling and praying it will be a wonderful day, that day.

I wasn't wrong. A man stop by my house. He saw me, smiling alone like some kind of insane girl.

I don't blame him. He just doesn't see it yet. I looked at him, his blue and white uniform is not properly ironed. He was not smiling at all. His face was rough and seemed very tired. I was sure he is young,maybe a couple of years older from me.

I saw the package he was holding. He horned. Furiously. Impatiently. Wanting the packaged to be taken from his hand. There was still no smile in his face. I frowned. That was very rude.

I walked slowly toward him. I wanted him to learn about manners. He was still horning. I threw away my smile. There was no beautiful morning anymore. As I was standing infront of the gate, face to face with the man, I asked,

"Having a bad day, huh??!"

He was shocked with my question. Maybe with my action. I don't know.

Standing so near with him, I realized he was not bad at all. I mean, he is kinda handsome.

My heart beating fast. I swear he could hear it.

It was an awkward situation. He looked at me. I looked at him.

There was no movement. I could feel something in my heart. I just knew it.

I knew he is the wright guy.

Suddenly,he was smiling. His rough face was gone, all I could interpret was I was in love.

My cheeks burned. My heart pumped like a machine. My mind started to race. I could not think properly. I quickly took the package in his hand. More likely I snatched the package.

"This is ridiculous!"

I told myself.

"He is not the man! He is just postman!"

I reminded myself. My hands got sweaty.

He didn't react. Maybe because I didn't look at him, so I did't know what his face react with my action.

I walked away from him. I didn't know. Maybe I ran away from him. I didn't remember.

It doesn't matter. The letter is all matter. Right?

"Wait!"

I heard his crystal clear voice for the first time.

I stopped. I looked at him. I just can't help myself staring him with feelings.

"I have to sign something?"

I asked as I walked back toward him.

"No, you don't have too"

He looked uncomfortable.

"Good!" I replied. Smiling. Faked smile.

"You don't have too, but your neighbour must"

I frowned. The sudden gust of wind made me shiver.

The man smiled again but this time sympathetically.

"I know that, I took it on behalf of my neighbour"

He saw that I was ashamed. He just nodded.

He rode his bike away. I looked at him as he slowly faded from my view.

I sighed. So much of the beautiful day.

p/s: it has been too long i haven't write an essay..

i had no idea.. neway thanks too some people who helped me..

with my spelling.

perniagaan ibu saya..TUPPERWARE

assalamualaikum..

iklan sebentar ok..mcm dalam tv3 tu.hehe..

mak aku actually niaga TUPPERWARE ni kecil-kecilan.

so aku nk tolong mak aku publish kat internet..sbb mak aku tak de mase nk wat.die keje.

kat sini aku just akan display botol air jep sbb bg aku as a student kite mesti gne botol air kan?

sape je yg gne tupperware tempat bawang? lainla kalo korg ni g skola memasak maybe bergune la kot.

hehehe..

ok2..first of all aku nk citer psl keistimewaan TUPPERWARE ni.

sbb aku pn pengguna botol air TUPPERWARE so aku tau la kebaikannya.

aku mule gne since f5.itupun time mak aku dah stabil sikit jualannya bru die bg aku satu botol utk aku

gne.

yg belah kanan tu yg aku gne time f5 yg kiri tu aku gne skrg

aku agak happy sbb mak aku ckp botol ni selamat.

tak diperbuat drpd bahan kimia plastik tu sume.

botol ni diperbuat drpd bhn semula jadi.

so insyaAllah kita terhindar drpd kanser or barah drpd bhn kimia tu sume.

yg aku happy lagi psl TUPPERWARE ni, die tahan lasak.

walau bape kali aku terjatuhkan botol aku ni.tak pernah pecah.

tapi bape kali aku tgk member2 aku dalam kelas yg terjatuhkan botol dorg trus pecah.

mmg murah so cm tak kisah la sgt kan.tapi cube korg fikir. kalo murah pn

pecah je kene beli bru. lebih baik bli yg mahal sikit tapi tahan lame. btol tak?

dan botol yg aku gne tu boleh isi air panas dan tak pernah kemek or rosak.

skrg ni just ade 2 kaler ni je. harga satu RM25. kapsiti die 400 ml.

satu lagi aku nk promote adlah botol kedua aku dapat b4 aku masuk UIA.

gambar die ade kat atas,gambar first tu sebelah kiri.

botol ni tak sehebat botol yg aku dpata time f5 tu tapi still aku syg botol tu.

sbb convenient sgt.senang je masuk beg aku air dr botol tu tak meleh or menitis die sbb penutup botolnya ketat.

and satu lagi korg perlu tau psl TUPPERWARE ni.if penutup botol tu rosak korg boleh tukar dekat dealer

dgn FREE. perhatian yer kalo rosak.tapi kalo hilang maaf yer anda perlu beli. sbb korg kene bwk penutup yg rosak tu utk tukar yg bru.

amacam? untung tak?

sampai sini sahaja la cerita aku buat mase ini.

sesiapa yg berminat sila comment pada wall facebook saya di sini atau comment sahaja di blog saya ini.

oh ya! harga botol tersebut adalah RM12. kapasitinya 470 ml. pelbagai warna.

botol2 lain yang mungkin menarik perhatian korang

ni harga die RM30 skali dgn pouch.warne biru n pink. kapasitinya 900ml. comel kan?

botol yang ini namanya eco bottle.

ade warne biru and hijau pucuk pisang.cantik. tanpa tali dijual RM20 (student prize)

talinya harga RM5. kapasitinya 1100 ml.

botol ni design die cantik. harganya RM31. kapasitinya 6oo ml.

botol ni sesuai untuk orang yang aktiv, dan takde mse utk jage botol die. pouch ni fungsinya melindungi botol

drpd calar dan ade tali pendek yang memudahkannya untuk di bawa ke mana2. skali dengan pouch harga nya

RM31.30. kapasitinya 900 ml.

and botol last skali aku nk tunjuk kat sini nama die handy cool.

botol ni sesuai utk di isi air sejuk. cm fresh oren ke.sky water juice ke..haha..

korang beli air sejuk then simpan dlm peti sejuk.

tak sesuai air panas ye.nanti rosak botol ni.

harga die RM23.90. kapasitinya 1 liter.

kepada sesiapa yg berminat boleh la comment di sini.

harga semua barangan di atas tidak termasuk harga penghantaran.

sekian terima kasih..

kepada Allah aku berserah

aku tumpang gembira my best friend NurFaradiba Zakirah will be going to matrik perak

tomorow

than repeating her SPM. good luck diba..aku sentiasa ingat kau dlm doaku..

insyaAllah..

then main reason i'm pulishing this post in the middle of 2 am in the morning is because

when suddenly i remembered what my mom told me.

"mama rase anak2 mama sume ade hepatitis"

the news never scared me at that particular moment.

"o..kenape lak mama rase mcm tu"

i asked as i was curious

"sbb mama ade hepatitis,tapi tak ingat ape. mestila anak2 pn akan dpt kan?"

i didn't answer that question as i'm not sure. my bio was A- (i remind myself)

i didn't care about the topic until i came across the status in fb from one of my friend who already got the official offer letter from MARA.

"kene cek darah la" (skrip ini telah diubah sedikit)

the status strike my heart like a thunderstorm (rite spice ini adalah rekaan semata2)

MasyaAllah2x..

meaning here..if the hepatitis is in my blood.

MARA will not sponsor me..

kepada Allah aku berserah...=(

masa lapangku..

assalamualaikum..

aku dah sign up dalam millatfacebook.fungsinya lebih kurang cm myspace..

nk sokong islam ni..huhu..harap2 korg pn terbuak hati nak sign up mfb.

nasib baik dlm 2 minggu ni adek2 aku ade kat rumah..tak sunyi sgt..

syafinaz ade bwk balik novel hilal ashraf.

tajuk die VT..pasal team bola tampar yg menegakkan sukan itu satu ibadah

seronok la bce..walaupun aku tak pernah masuk bola tampar..aku pernah tengok budak2

kat samura men je..n ade skali tu perlawan persahabatan antara samura n skola mne ntah..

jadi boleh la bygkan sikit2 cmne die rejam,sub, and lain2 istilah bola tampar..

perkara yg paling aku suke dalam buku ni bile hilal ashraf sentuh pasal usaha.

"Allah takkan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum melainkan mereka sendiri yg mengubahnya"

mcm mne nak berubah?

dgn usaha..

tapi kita  kene phm sekuat mne pn kita berusaha Allah jua yg akan memberi natijahnya atau hasilnya.

sbb Allah tahu ape yg terbaik utk kite..

kite rase menang tula yg paling baik dlm kehidupan kan?

tapi dgn kemenangan mungkin kite boleh jadi lebih angkuh dan jauh drpd Allah..kite tak tahu

sbb kite lemah.

"boleh jadi perkara yg kamu sangka baik itu perkara yg terburuk bg kamu boleh jadi juga perkara yg buruk bg kamu itu perkara yg terbaik bg kamu,sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui apa yg kamu tidak ketahui"

sbb tu la ade konsep tawakal dan tidak putus asa.

bile kita dah usaha bersungguh2 kite kene berserah pada Allah.

ape jua keputusannya kita terima.bukan terima pasrah dan biarkan aje..

tapi reda dan bersyukur serta mengharap yg lebih baik lagi drpd Allah.

bersangka baik!

"bersyukurla padaku nescaya akn aku tambah rezeki kamu"

dalam hidup ni aku berpegang dgn satu motto

~dalam ape jua situasi Allah memandang usaha kita bukan hasilnya~

wallahualam..

kalo aku ade tersilap ape2 kat sini sila maafkan dan sila perbetulkan..

p/s: cinta sufi dah keluar di pasaran!

sabar menunggu surat twrn rasmi

assalamualaikum....

ok2 hari ni aku nk wt entry psl beberapa kisah plik yg berlaku..

plik?

aku g Majlis anugerah cemerlang sekolah aku hari sabtu n ahad yg lalu..

seronok sgt jumpe cikgu n member2 lame n junior2 ku di sana..

haha..seyes sgt happy..

then junior2 kat dorm tanye aku g ke tak mara n course ape yg aku amek.

aku pn citer2 la kt dorg psl mara sumer..

kepada bakal yg nk amek spm this year atau next year wt la solat istikharah awal2 pd

sesiapa yg tak sure nk jadi ape lagi..serius tak tipu..nnt mesti tak sempat nk wt..

cm aku kn after spm time nk apply mara tu bru la aku terkocoh2 nk wt..

then aku mimpi psl engineering n UIA..

tapi aku ingta just mainan mimpi then aku wt bodoh je la

mak aku lak pakse2 aku amek medic

aku tension.so senyap2 aku amek biotech

then aku pn wt la research sikit psl biotech ni.agak menarik

kemudian after pergi interview aku sgt tak yakin dgn performance aku

so aku lgsg tak mengharap dpt mara..

aku mcm dah putus asa sgt2 n just mengharap keputusan UPU.

tapi still aku mendoakan kwn2 aku yg len agar dpt biasiswa mereka

aku teringat nasihat ustaz kimia b4 spm kalo boleh doakan la kwn2 kite n lebih bgs kalo

kite sebut name dorg.InsyaAllah akan di makbulkan..

sebab kalo kite doakan kwn kita malaikat akan mengaminkan doa kita dan mendoakan

perkara yg sama kepada kita. doa malaikat kan dimakbulkan sbb malaikat tak de dosa.

then tanpa disangka aku dpt MARA..tapi aku lak tak nak g..sbb b4 ni aku dah tetapkan

hati aku nk stay local..aku cite kat syaza psl bende ni

pastu parents aku mengharap sgt aku g sbb kalo nk tunggu pakai duit sendiri bile kan?

ni org nk taja..so aku pn berdoa sgt2 pd Allah beri petunjuk..aku sgt runsing..

then time kat UIA ade satu kakak ni cm bg tazkirah

" kalo kite dpt sesuatu pemberian atau jawatan mesti semua org akan terdetik dlm hati kite tak layak.tapi kalo kite fikir cmtu sampai bile2 pn kite tak kan layak. kenapa Allah bg pemberian tu? sbb Allah tau kita mampu dan kita boleh."

serta merta hati aku cm terdetik kenapa tak aku amek jer..

mesti ade sebab Allah bg rezeki ni..

alhamdulillah..

foundation at nottinghan uni..here i come..

insyaAllah