north selangor peatswamp forest scientific biodiversity expedition 2013

assalamualaikum wbt..

seriously aku rasa macam nak tukar to environment course.

tapi alhamdulillah. aku belajar sgt banyak benda.sbb dalam team aku yg gi expedition for week first nie aku sorg je yg muslim. another 3 is non muslim dan mungkin tak percayakan agama.

aku merasakan Allah meletakkan aku dalam intership nie utk ajar aku banyak benda. utk bukak mata aku lebih luas lagi dalam dunia nie. masa nie lah aku merasakan sgt penting solat istikharah tu. lagi2 kalau dalam nak membuat keputusan yang lebih besar seperti kahwin.

Allah juga meletakkan aku antara pelajar2 chinese yang sangat baik tapi malangnya tak percaya Tuhan tak percaya agama dan selalu tanya kat aku pasal islam. Mereka dah ada satu pemikiran negatif pasal islam dan rasa agama tu kolot. tapi satu benda yang aku belajar dari situ adalah bile kite nak dakwah orang2 macam nie adalah through akhlak yang baik. walaupun aku tak mampu nak bersihkan pemikiran negatif tu sbb aku tahu orang2 mcm nie hanya akan percaya bile ada bukti dan ape yang dorg katakan tentang islam adalah apa yang dorg nampak. so kalau aku bagi tau the good side of islam pun dorg tak kan percaya sbb totally different with what they see. perkara nie buat aku banyak berfikir dan aku faham kenapa kerajaan islam tu penting. sbb bile ada kerjaan islam lah baru orang nampak bukti islam tu macam mana. macam kerajaan madinah, macam mana orang islam di madinah boleh meningkat mendadak compare to orang islam di mekah? sbb dorg dah nampak bukti, kalau di mekah Allah hanya bagi dalil2 pasal syurga, neraka, akhirat sesuatu yang di luar jangkaan manusia, sesuatu yang tak pernah didengari oleh manusia, sesuatu yang ghaib. tapi bile di madinah bile dah ada undang, bile dah turun hukum baru orang luar boleh nampak ape islam nie sebenar.

berdasarkan buku jalan dakwah by mustafa mahsyur dia mengatakan yang dalam stage nie (kite zaman mekah) kite mmg kena bnyk sabar, istiqamah dan dakwah.

wallahu'alam.

p/s:sabtu nie akan pergi lagi ke sana tapi in a bigger group.

another audio talk to be listen from ikimfm

dah dgr dah semua nie dan sgt best! kalau nak ikuti through radio ikim fm it is on monday pukul 5.15 ptg. selamat mengambil ibrah.

these to be listen during doing lab work

Day 1 internship

aku bangun kol 4.50 pagi, bertolak dari rumah kol 5.30 pg. stop kat masjid bukit sentosa solat subuh. kol 6 pagi baru keluar menuju ke rawang dan straight pergi semenyih.

on the way, it was jam and a long one before entering KL. I was sleepy but I need to be awake to prevent from accident. I was listening to ikim f.m and maher zain's song tittle freedom was aired. I was looking ahead the long line of hundreds if not thousands of cars. I realized that palestinian and syrian people does not face this, they are already free. They are free form being slave to the world by being the slave of Allah alone. We malaysian need to pray a lot to be free. Be free from the grip of dunya from our heart.  I read bayyinat blog yesterday and it did influence me a lot. The song give me a hint that as if the palestinian and syrian people are begging everyone to set them free or begging to God to set them free. but the reality, they are the most free humans on earth. They don't need to think much about tomorrow as they might syahid. but we need to think so many things to keep being alive.

I arrived at nottingham at 7.30 am and get to know new people. We discussed things and need to be straight away go shopping to prepare the material for the project. We go around the whole semenyih and only be back by 3 p.m. It was fun and I need to speak english a lot with them because one of their friend is singaporian and don't know how to speak malay and going from shop to shop that mostly the tauke is chinese did polish my rusty mandarin language. I understand a bit they say about the price and if the thing we ask is present or not in the shop.

It was tiring but yet I yearn to know what's next to come.

Now I understand why people are so excited for intern, because you are practicing the theory you learn.    

my intern start tomorow

hari ahad aritu hantar syafinaz gi asrama, okey aku tak hantar pun parents aku yg hantar. ni baru je 2 jam lepas balik dari penang hantar ajim ke poli. esok kol 9 pagi dah kena kumpul untuk intern. aku still kat rumah. esok pagi2 baru nak bertolak gi campus. kol 5 pagi insya Allah keluar rumah.

esok will be an exciting day. I don't know what to expect. but I need to refresh my intention.

may Allah increase my patience.

Homesick

pernah tak kalian rasa home sick?

I believe sape2 yang pernah tinggal jauh dari rumah atau dari parents pernah rasa home sick.

I feel it sometimes.

Especially when I have problems.

Rasa macam nak lari dari realiti dgn berada dekat dgn family.

But well..

our real home town is heaven.

Syurga. itulah kampung halaman kita.

Aku sangat2 nak rasa home sick to be away from it.

Sbb tu lah Allah bagi ujian kan?

supaya kite rasa dunia nie bukan syurga, ini hanya dunia.

ending kindom of heaven

aku tgk citer nie long time ago. tapi ending dia je yang best.
org barat try mcam mne nak jadi bias sekali pun dia tka boleh nak sorok fakta yang baik tentang salahuddin.

omar series is awesome 2

Day 1: The world of islam

Honestly,

Aku dah beberapa hari kekeringan idea.
tapi tadi baru baca blog APG pasal dunia islam.
And i think I seriously need to know more. and tadi ade lah cari2 pasal gadafi, saddam husain dan mohammed bouzizi.

dan aku sangat bute dgn semua nie. aku pernah je dengar tapi aku tak tau sangat pasal mereka semua.

and mak aku pun selalu tanya pasal hal2 negara islam bile keluar berita kepada aku.

I think its a call form Allah.

So, which country should I start first?  

omar series is awesome!

Assalamualaikum wbt..

aku tgh nak habis kan tgk omar series nie and it is awesome tak tipu. sbb bile tgk nie barulah aku betul2 faham certain situation time zaman mekah nie. contohnya macam mana org2 mekah nie mempermainkan ayat AQ yang turun, pastu macam mane orag2 Quraisy nie dulu sgt2 pentingkan pandangan msyrkt dan adat istiadat.

hari nie tgk part bilal diseksa dan macam mane wahsyi nie nak kan sgt freedom. padahal bilal dah berkali2 explain yang kite free bile kite jadi hamba Allah. pembesar2 quraisy tu semua nampak je free tapi mereka hamba masyarakat dan kabilah. pastu wahsyi nie jeles after abu bakar bebaskan bilal. dan wahsyi rasa yang bilal sanggup diseksa sbb nak kan freedom drpd menjadi hamba. sbb tu dia kata "your faith has benefit you" tapi bilal jawab "From the first very moment"
betul kot ape yg bilal cakap, islam bukan hanya benefit dia after dia bebas dgn pertolongan abu bakar tapi the first moment dia submitted.