during holiday

I know everyone would love holidays

Sitting at home with families, having fun, no burden of works

i LOVE it too.

well my holiday isn't the best holiday in the world

but I do feel the days past by like seconds

I have no idea what I have done in the past 2 weeks

well that is not the thing I wanted to write today

aku ade bace satu buku nie tajuk dia bahtera penyelamat by fathi yakan (God, his book is all awesome!)

but ofcost not really a book, I download it as PDF so I only got the first chapter which the title is Rintangan perjuangan dalam kehidupan pendakwah.

Seorang daie pasti akan ditentang dan diuji dgn 5 ujian. tapi aku baru bace rintangan yang ketiga. so aku akan share beberapa je lah di sini.

bile aku baca rintangan pertama and kedua which are i)org mukmin yg dengki kpdnya ii) org munafiq yg benci kpdnya

first thought in my mind is Allah nak bagitau aku jgn jadi dua golongan ni. Walaupun buku nie asyik mengatakan 2 golongan itu dgn kata nama ketiga. I kept reminding myself those 2 golongan could be me.

I don't know why but at this moment I don't feel or think any of those rintangan in my life.

Which mean I'm not really a good daie or I'm not daie yet.

Aku belum sampai di stage org lain akan dengki or benci dgn aku. sbb tu aku merasakan buku nie nak bagitau jgn jadi those people dulu so that you can step ahead to the next stage.

This is really a good book though.

well holiday is coming to an end, may Allah make it easy.

package dunia akhirat

ada beberapa ketika masa study aku rasa give up sangat.. okey, course aku tak de lah susah pun tapi ntah rasa mengada nak rasa putus asa. Yes! aku tanya diri aku

"ape lah result study nie boleh buat pada aku? pada akhirat aku? pada kehidupan aku?"

bile fikir2..

"kau nak akhirat kau tak boleh tinggalkan dunia, it comes in a package. You work hard not for the world but for the days that will come after. That is the world for, for you to do your duties and purpose of life using everything Allah give. and one day you will present your work in front of Him"

sepanjang study week nie, sgt banyak sebenarnya Allah tarbiyah aku secara aku sedar or not.

even masa study pun aku try nak rasa kebesaran Allah, nak tgk kehebatan Allah. and I found it, I see it. well I will write it later maybe. I still have this one paper to go at 2 pm.

hello holiday!

exam tinggal lagi 2 paper. 

ya Allah tak sabarnya nak habiskan supaya I can start fresh a new sem. 

and the good news is aku dah dapat kerja 4 hari kat taska di sg buloh. so, lebih lagi seminggu aku boleh duduk rumah with my family and figure out things and manage what I wanted to do next.

Alhamdulillah~~ 

p/s: apa agaknya tarbiyah yg Allah sediakan utk aku nnt?  

Blown me away

studying for exam is not my top 5 favorite things to do.
but since the first week of study week I wanted to post something here. but I don't have something to write here except on how annoying the notes of my modules are. how screwed my brain that unable to remember much, how unlucky I am to be least smart.

STOP!

no, no, no I take back everything I wrote and just wanted to thankful for this one little thing I realized when I was revising climate change module.

Air is a poor thermal conductor

This statement has blown me away. How merciful Allah has been to us that if He make air a very good conductor of heat everyone in this earth would have burnt to death or there probably will be no life at all. Maybe that is why hell is so hot, everything can conduct heat even the air. 

People if you don't have any idea what I'm talking about read here.

p/s: ciko had 4 beautiful babies this morning. =D