this could be where I spend my time on third year project

when things get out of control 

Pray...

motivate helps the day.

agak lama lah juga aku tak post ke sini tentang kehidupan harian aku. (nak wat ape?) aku sbnrnya tak suke nak post2 pasal kehidupan harian aku sbb aku rasa tak de org y akan baca kecuali aku masa depan yang akan bukak balik blog nie and tergelak2, or tersenyum2 seorg diri membaca post. ok, never mind.

aku dapat merasakan (six sense) semester ini akan jadi semester yg busy habis. rupanya semua itu bukan khayalan aku, mmg betul pun bile aku tulis dateline coursework yg kena hantar on my calendar every week akan ada submission of coursework (pitam..).

anyhow, I don't want to make my spirit go down. I know Allah will help if I pray hard and sincere enough (which is hard).

every morning when I wake up I will say to myself
"you are the best LAILA! (sambil bersorak like a cheerleader)"
" You gonna survive today!"
and guess what?
it kinda help.
but of course don't forget to thank Allah first before you motivate yourself.

lab life.

doing tissue culture 

this is basically we do 

observe the growth after a few days

sometimes people talk so much and do so little

When u feel hurt someone that loves u corrected or give you advise to change,

she is hurt too, she felt what u feel..

if she had a choice she wouldn't do it,

because she knows how the truth can break your heart,

not realizing it broke hers too. 

hanya org yang merasakan sakit berubah dapat istiqamah dalam ketaatan

during holiday

I know everyone would love holidays

Sitting at home with families, having fun, no burden of works

i LOVE it too.

well my holiday isn't the best holiday in the world

but I do feel the days past by like seconds

I have no idea what I have done in the past 2 weeks

well that is not the thing I wanted to write today

aku ade bace satu buku nie tajuk dia bahtera penyelamat by fathi yakan (God, his book is all awesome!)

but ofcost not really a book, I download it as PDF so I only got the first chapter which the title is Rintangan perjuangan dalam kehidupan pendakwah.

Seorang daie pasti akan ditentang dan diuji dgn 5 ujian. tapi aku baru bace rintangan yang ketiga. so aku akan share beberapa je lah di sini.

bile aku baca rintangan pertama and kedua which are i)org mukmin yg dengki kpdnya ii) org munafiq yg benci kpdnya

first thought in my mind is Allah nak bagitau aku jgn jadi dua golongan ni. Walaupun buku nie asyik mengatakan 2 golongan itu dgn kata nama ketiga. I kept reminding myself those 2 golongan could be me.

I don't know why but at this moment I don't feel or think any of those rintangan in my life.

Which mean I'm not really a good daie or I'm not daie yet.

Aku belum sampai di stage org lain akan dengki or benci dgn aku. sbb tu aku merasakan buku nie nak bagitau jgn jadi those people dulu so that you can step ahead to the next stage.

This is really a good book though.

well holiday is coming to an end, may Allah make it easy.