Day 1 internship

aku bangun kol 4.50 pagi, bertolak dari rumah kol 5.30 pg. stop kat masjid bukit sentosa solat subuh. kol 6 pagi baru keluar menuju ke rawang dan straight pergi semenyih.

on the way, it was jam and a long one before entering KL. I was sleepy but I need to be awake to prevent from accident. I was listening to ikim f.m and maher zain's song tittle freedom was aired. I was looking ahead the long line of hundreds if not thousands of cars. I realized that palestinian and syrian people does not face this, they are already free. They are free form being slave to the world by being the slave of Allah alone. We malaysian need to pray a lot to be free. Be free from the grip of dunya from our heart.  I read bayyinat blog yesterday and it did influence me a lot. The song give me a hint that as if the palestinian and syrian people are begging everyone to set them free or begging to God to set them free. but the reality, they are the most free humans on earth. They don't need to think much about tomorrow as they might syahid. but we need to think so many things to keep being alive.

I arrived at nottingham at 7.30 am and get to know new people. We discussed things and need to be straight away go shopping to prepare the material for the project. We go around the whole semenyih and only be back by 3 p.m. It was fun and I need to speak english a lot with them because one of their friend is singaporian and don't know how to speak malay and going from shop to shop that mostly the tauke is chinese did polish my rusty mandarin language. I understand a bit they say about the price and if the thing we ask is present or not in the shop.

It was tiring but yet I yearn to know what's next to come.

Now I understand why people are so excited for intern, because you are practicing the theory you learn.    

my intern start tomorow

hari ahad aritu hantar syafinaz gi asrama, okey aku tak hantar pun parents aku yg hantar. ni baru je 2 jam lepas balik dari penang hantar ajim ke poli. esok kol 9 pagi dah kena kumpul untuk intern. aku still kat rumah. esok pagi2 baru nak bertolak gi campus. kol 5 pagi insya Allah keluar rumah.

esok will be an exciting day. I don't know what to expect. but I need to refresh my intention.

may Allah increase my patience.

Homesick

pernah tak kalian rasa home sick?

I believe sape2 yang pernah tinggal jauh dari rumah atau dari parents pernah rasa home sick.

I feel it sometimes.

Especially when I have problems.

Rasa macam nak lari dari realiti dgn berada dekat dgn family.

But well..

our real home town is heaven.

Syurga. itulah kampung halaman kita.

Aku sangat2 nak rasa home sick to be away from it.

Sbb tu lah Allah bagi ujian kan?

supaya kite rasa dunia nie bukan syurga, ini hanya dunia.

ending kindom of heaven

aku tgk citer nie long time ago. tapi ending dia je yang best.
org barat try mcam mne nak jadi bias sekali pun dia tka boleh nak sorok fakta yang baik tentang salahuddin.

omar series is awesome 2

Day 1: The world of islam

Honestly,

Aku dah beberapa hari kekeringan idea.
tapi tadi baru baca blog APG pasal dunia islam.
And i think I seriously need to know more. and tadi ade lah cari2 pasal gadafi, saddam husain dan mohammed bouzizi.

dan aku sangat bute dgn semua nie. aku pernah je dengar tapi aku tak tau sangat pasal mereka semua.

and mak aku pun selalu tanya pasal hal2 negara islam bile keluar berita kepada aku.

I think its a call form Allah.

So, which country should I start first?  

omar series is awesome!

Assalamualaikum wbt..

aku tgh nak habis kan tgk omar series nie and it is awesome tak tipu. sbb bile tgk nie barulah aku betul2 faham certain situation time zaman mekah nie. contohnya macam mana org2 mekah nie mempermainkan ayat AQ yang turun, pastu macam mane orag2 Quraisy nie dulu sgt2 pentingkan pandangan msyrkt dan adat istiadat.

hari nie tgk part bilal diseksa dan macam mane wahsyi nie nak kan sgt freedom. padahal bilal dah berkali2 explain yang kite free bile kite jadi hamba Allah. pembesar2 quraisy tu semua nampak je free tapi mereka hamba masyarakat dan kabilah. pastu wahsyi nie jeles after abu bakar bebaskan bilal. dan wahsyi rasa yang bilal sanggup diseksa sbb nak kan freedom drpd menjadi hamba. sbb tu dia kata "your faith has benefit you" tapi bilal jawab "From the first very moment"
betul kot ape yg bilal cakap, islam bukan hanya benefit dia after dia bebas dgn pertolongan abu bakar tapi the first moment dia submitted.